Wednesday, July 11, 2007

It started with a trip to Costco on the way home before the last conference. I wandered around and thot, "Ooh, I can eat chili cold, I should grab a case so that I can keep some handy."
At the conference, the guy preaching (Jeremy Nelson) made an off-handed comment about chili being the price of the prophet's reward.
Guess who had chili in the trunk of his car...
And at the end of the service I chased him out the door, chili in hand, and said, "I came for my reward."
He looked at me like I was nuts. He had no context, so I reminded him of what he had said in the sermon and he looked at me, touched my chest and said, "Lord give him financial prosperity," and continued on to the car.
I thought, "I would have liked a little more" thinking about maybe some prophecy, but having been around ministry I have a great respect for protocol and didn't press. I just told the Lord, "It will be good because it's all you anyway."
The next night I played my djembe in worship like a man possessed, which I was. (The Holy Spirit likes my drum.)
After we finished and I left the platform, my friend came and told me that someone had given him an envelope and handed it to me. It felt like some folded bills and so I was curious, but I had no idea.
I went around the corner and tore the corner open and saw a $100 bill. I opened it and fanned ten $100 bills. I was speechless.
And there was no plan, no request, no idea what it was for. Just "here Todd, I love you."
I've made some decisions that may not have been the best, but I'm trying.
AND
a couple of days ago I was thinking about the cars that I have driven in the past few years. Cars that were given to me. I began to think about the names- Trail blazer... Forerunner... And now a Cavalier.

Trailblazer:
1.a person who blazes a trail for others to follow through unsettled country or wilderness; pathfinder.
2.a pioneer in any field of endeavor: a trailblazer in science.

Forerunner:
    1. One that precedes, as in time; a predecessor.
    2. An ancestor; a forebear.
    3. One that comes before and indicates the approach of another; a harbinger.
    4. A warning sign or symptom.
Cavalier:

5.haughty, disdainful, or supercilious: an arrogant and cavalier attitude toward others.
6.offhand or unceremonious: The very dignified officials were confused by his cavalier manner.

Yeah, thats what I feared, but...

1.a horseman, esp. a mounted soldier; knight.
2.one having the spirit or bearing of a knight; a courtly gentleman; gallant.
3.a man escorting a woman or acting as her partner in dancing.


And Dave found something about "standing alone", as I remember. I felt pretty good about that. Ill take it. Jesus loves me. whew!

1 comment:

the rose among lillies said...

I love you Toddley...and I feel our Lords love for you too. You are wonderful, a real treasure, and a mighty weapon in the hand of the Lord. You will take down many strongholds, and you will overcome and conquer enemy territory. You may get wounded, but not enough to take you out of the fight, for you are a STRONGMAN, and you will not go down easily. So rise up son of God! Rise up and take your place as a general in the Army of the Lord! Praise Him, for He has done many good things! Go forth with praises in your loins. Shout from the rooftops, for the city is yours!


Strongman...you are a strongman, and you are able to take down strongmen because you are one. Pick your fights wisely, because you have such strength. Make sure the strongmen you slay aren't on your side. "With great power comes great responsibilty."


Love you kid!